I hate the feeling of confusion, feeling lost, or unsure of what im doing.All it is, is chaos and it seems to consume everything in me to the point were i cant sleep or think straight. I guess sometimes its ok because the more i think about something the better the end result, but now im not sure were the end is..Sometimes i just want to smoke all the pot i can til im so numb that nothing around me matters anymore. it almost seems like it would be easier to forget everything then to remeber it and go on confused. right now i think im to tired to really go further into this..i might add when im not all fucked up and in zommbie mode.
distressed