Current mood:
contemplative
Friday Dec 14
Deciding what to wear to the xmas dinner at the Crescent hotel. 
OH well. I find my dress I bought months ago packed away. I thought YAY! I could wear this! BOOHOO! 
I find so many lace at the back of the dress who the HEY gonna strap me in? Just maybe I could knock on my neighbor's door and ask her if she could strap me in. NOT!
I have 2 more dresses I could decide on. Black of course, but it got some glittery girlie stuff. 
Think to myself, Yah I could hang with that.
Its raining on the night of the xmas dinner. Boohoo! While everyone else head straight for the hotel after work, I gotta head home to take my pup out. Yah I could prob just consider let her have her way on my kitchen floor. But I decided to myself YUK! 
I hate to come home to that. Besides, my pup would be barkin all night for not only comin home late, but I didnt let her out. Silly me to have so much loyalty to a dog that should owe me loyalty instead.
I get all dressed up and let my hair down. 
NO TIME to get all pretty up! I got my stilettos on and head down 3 narrow flights of stairs. TRYIN not to break my neck and leg on the way down. GAH! Its raining!
Traffic is horrendous on the toll road. IDIOTZ! 
WHY does everyone turn into incompetent drivers all of a sudden! Grrrr.
As Im watchin my clock, Im guessin. Ohhhhhh Im gonna miss dinner served at 6:30 and I see its becoming 7:00 and creepin after 7.
Im gonna be so drunk with no food if I decide to drink the unlimited alcohol thats served. Hmmmmm 
I managed to arrive at the hotel and valet seem to be holdin up traffic. WTF! 
I search some peace in myself and tell myself its gonna be me and McD tonight after all this.
To the elevator in the lobby. I find 2 more peers and I thought. Whew! Im not the only late one. Yay!
Turns out I only missed salad serving. GREAT! I get to eat something. And I dont need to show up at McDonalds in a formal gown. LOL. That would make the drive thru guy really happy to see me if I did 
Looks like cut of beef and somethin else odd on my plate. I think my steak was still Mooing. Anymore rare I think I could eat steak tartar.
Time for prize drawings. I sit in my chair anxiously. Man! I need some bucks! Gimme the bucks! 
Im all dressed up in my xmas wings and I even got my good luck dragon stockings on! sheesh! I BETTER WIN comin in with all the lucky charms. Fuggit! 
Pat wins, Chad wins, Paul wins, Duc wins. 
I imagine the cloud of 'YOU SUX!' hangin over the announcer. My name not called 
Finally! My name gets called and I win $500 cash prize. Weee! I take back the cloud of YOU SUX from the announcer. 
I pick up my prize 
and Im thinkin DAMN I really want the grand prize. But I guess it must be like playin LETS MAKE A DEAL. Gotta appreciate get somethin or NOTHIN 
Of all people that wins the grand prize. Its none other than my beautiful gorgeous and sweetest friend in Rolex. Its Sabrija.
You go girl! Take that $4000 cash prize and have yourself another trip back home or spend anywhere or anytime. You deserve it girl 
Lotza love and honors to Sabrija.
I will miss all my friends at Rolex.
I will miss everyone whether they hate me or not.
You know how that goes. I make a few friends, find a few knives. . walk like Jesus Christ.
WISH ME LOTZA LUCK on my new endeavors 