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I hope your back to 100% soon!!!

well i hope you get better soon.. and i know the needle in the wrist hurts.. thats where they put my gay ass IV when i had regan.. I wanted to cry because it hurt so bad!!!

Well I hope you start feeling better soon.

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i feel the same way. i think i am depressed from the last of the post pardum in my case. In the past i was so depressed due to drinking. I was a full blown alcoholic before i got preggers. I feel different now, but i have not drank since june last year too.  either way, just thought i would throw that in there.

 I hope that this works for you, I know it is a really bad thing to not be able to feel normal, and to just be so blah................    Good luck and let me know if it works, as i might go the same road if i need to again, and you can write anytime you want, I know we dont know each other that well, but I am here, if you want someone who dont know you to listen for a non biast opinion.    hope to hear from you soon....      Mindi

Here is my little madeleine saying Hey!!!!! we are starting to walk now, just turned 10 months on the 7'th.

just a note on that prozac.. It may be very hard to deal with at first cuz its so new to you... But keep on it for at least six weeks and see if things start to look up.. Dont make a harsh decision after a cpl days.. Good luck and best wishes!

I dunno, dude...I'm basically back to my old self. Once I left my ex, proved my independence to myself, and got my meds all settled, I feel like me again. I moved out on my own over a year ago, and just a few weeks ago I discovered that I had lost myself in that unhealthy relationship and lifestyle, but I was finding myself again. The only things that have changed are my level of strength and my view of myself. I know what I deserve, I know what I want, and I know how to not settle; but I think that has come from life experience rather than the ups and downs of depression. I've had depression for my entire life, so I know how much it sucks to constantly struggle. That being said, I just wanted to put it out there that I think you CAN be your old self, and I think that's a pretty encouraging light at the end of the tunnel. :)

well good luck.. hope everything goes well for ya my dear.. people have different ways of dealing with depression.. hope all works out with ya.. and keep me updated..

I've dealt with depression for a good 20 years now and is sucks donkey balls! I know there are people worse off so I shouldn't complain too much, but I'm ready to get back to my happy days again. I really miss my oldself, I know I might never get back to that place again but I wanna be in a better place. 

  Thanks

I always thought I could deal with depression on my own, too. It wasn't until I finally began taking medication on a regular basis did I see that I couldn't. You get so used to the way things are that you don't truly remember what it's like to be happy. I take Prozac, as well, so I hope that it works well for you! :)